A girls voice and a good beat

another slip through the

turquoise moonlight. 

Troubleman- electric guest

All the places - made in heights

Cala cola - the smiles

Self Destruction

Hello, cold world of warm embraces. Why do you fuck me with natural disaster?

Now, memories generate an unwanted air under my chest, the unwanted sensation you get when you experience bad turbulence for the first time..

Just a year ago I was broken by her, skipping numerous classes, anxiously awaiting the weekend for a couple nights of belligerent alcoholic relief. It took a long time to escape this brooding lifestyle and I do not want to stay submerged within it again. I must say that love effects me in a more profound way. It captured me, and for a long time I thought it was the single reason for my living (maybe I still do). When the feeling was at it’s height, it made me feel stronger than I ever could have imagined. I looked at everyone around me as if they were not on my level of living, too busy with what other people think and with worthless possessions. 

A lot of people are telling me how this age is the time to be experimenting and learning what you really want. Stupid cunts. How could i go back to that lifestyle. How do I care about any of this. I want to sleep.